the reason for the change in music...

yes, i changed it... i still feel blessed....but sometimes...i need to relinquish myself...i cannot do it all on my own... sometimes...i wish i had help...sometimes life is hard and it sucks....i get tired of explaining things....it seems like WHY...WHY...WHY... and i want to scream just because....love these pics and wanted to share....i do not have one child i have 2...the other one just does not like to smile.... this one thinks he is a model....lol! i will find one of the other one! As of this update...imagine that 3-4 in one day.....my sister just called to say that Joe was being admitted...his last CT & PET scan stated that he is ACTIVE cancer FREE...i am hopeful...he still has to endure....2 more rounds of chemo....radiation and then bone marrow chemo...i feel for him...i wish i could make his pain go away...i wish i could help my sister....i am glad i realized that she is such a fighter...i never knew how strong she is....i am elated that they have each other...but am deeply saddened by the whole thing....ciao C